I’ve had two office visits to see Dr. Wolf and submitting to his unique examination techniques with him knowing what I needed before I did. During the second office visit, he knew what I needed, but also wanted. Hard pounding gay sex. After both office visits, I have learned so much about myself and my sexuality. I have tried to be with women my age, but nothing happened, then I actually fucked with guys in my age group but that didn’t quite scratch the itch deep inside me. So now I can say I have sampled guys my age, or as some like to say ‘age appropriate’. To that I say, ‘to hell with that crap’! It has become clearer to me I want an older, experienced man like Dr. Wolf. In a way, I have developed a crush on him. When explaining this to a trusted gay friend recently, he suggested that maybe I should take on the role as a sub for a real dom. I looked it up and read about it and got so horny, leaking pre-cum like a faucet that I had to jerk off at the sensual, erotic thought of assuming that role. For now, I know what I want, and will go for older men, DILFS with big cocks, until the right fit for me comes along. Meeting Dr. Wolf at his private home office was off the charts. By the time he put his hands on me, I was almost delirious with lust, shamelessly throwing myself at him, and he caught me, ravishing my body. I couldn’t believe I was behaving that way, unsure he would have any attraction to me, but I didn’t care. Going through all the crap I was taught growing up, I finally concluded that I had come to a major junction in my life. I resolved within myself to let all the rules be damned, thinking, no… I wanted and needed him! I knew that it was just for brief encounters but I was, and am, determined to get as much of him as I can. He got me to lay down on my stomach, spread my legs apart, and I realized I was bouncing my ass around to arouse him like a mare in heat. He didn’t disappoint and pushed in starting slowly. Dr. Wolf said my hole was “tight”, which made me realize that the guys that had fucked me weren’t getting the job done. He continued pushing in deeper and deeper until he was all the way in. I should have been embarrassed at the sounds and moans I was making, but I wasn’t.At one point, he asked if he was too big, and I said, “no.” I wanted all the dick he would give me. Remembering, in one of my office visits, he explained that the feeling I was getting at one point was when he was pushing into my second sphincter, and today he got there again. I didn’t care if it hurt a little, or a lot, I needed it. It scratched an itch I now have way up inside me that only a hung daddy can reach. I realized that I have become a size queen. Does that mean that I am going to have to interview my potential sexual partners and get proof of their cock size? I will have to think about that, and possibly update hookup app profiles.Dr. Wolf maneuvered my ass so that he could get the deepest penetration, including when he got me on my back and I thought he was trying to push his way up to my throat. That was short-lived as he had me get back on all fours where he continued fucking me deep, moving me around as he pleased. At one point he pulled my ass up higher in the bed and pounded me so hard we ended up back down on the bed again, skin to skin. He continued his thrusting until his dick expanded, thickened, getting harder, until he exploded, deep inside me with his pelvic bone smashing my ass to my hole and his cock nestled at the gate of my colon. When he was done, he had me roll over on my back and pull my legs up, and pushed back in, bending down and kissing me. After being thoroughly opened up, properly fucked and bred deep with his huge dick, I am hooked and can’t get enough, wishing he could recharge quickly. Maybe he will.